I’m not doing this to seek any attention. I’d actually love it if no one saw this and didn’t realise how weak I am. I feel so ‘ugly’ and unaccomplished it’s distressful. I have had such a short temper the last few days, I’ve frightened myself by my reactions to simple ignorances. Help me. I think I’ve set too high goals and expectations for and of myself. I think I’m better than I am.